The Walk

If I could only… give my heart to every single human that lives here… if I could only give them my wings to fly above the earth.. if I could only feed every child of this world with the holy milk of love.. if I could only light up this thick darkness.. if I could only…..

God is living in each heart.. but the heart of this world is now in the deep sleep of death… God speaks to every single mind, but the evil noises are too loud to hear Him… He is everywhere… in and out... above and below... trough and around... us. He’s breathing our sorrow’s air... He sees every single tear from our eyes. He’s feeling every wound and every taste of pain… He was, is and will be here and there… now and then…

If you call Him, He will answer. If you ask Him for something, He will give you everything. If you need Him, He will come. If you seek Him, you will find Him. Sing for Him with all your heart… and He will give you peace. Give Him the light of your soul and He will make the sun rise for you every single day.

He’s giving everything and He asks nothing in return. But after receiving everything… you will feel like you are nothing. Nothing at all… just a grain of sand… or a blade of grass… or a drop of rain…

We are nothing indeed… But because He… in His great and divine goodness and mercy has created us… made us to be… in everything. He gave us life and meaning… he gave us everything though we deserved nothing.

I’ve always said this to Him… “My Sweet and most Graceful Father… a lifetime will not be enough for thanking you for every blessing that you gave me… No matter what I do or how much I do… everything seems to me so small and so insignificant… I will never be able to give it back... not even a quarter of it.”

Every single human being of this world would be extremely happy every single day if they would realize this. Happiness comes from acknowledging all of these blessings … summarized as life. Life with everything it brings. With its vast complexity, with its struggles and its beauty… Happiness is in fact just gratefulness for every single thing.. for every single moment and for every living creature.

I always wanted to tell everyone these things.. and most of the time I did. But I’ve realized… that no matter how much I talk about this… no matter that for a brief moment they understood the deep meaning of this idea… I’ve realized that they aren’t ready to really grasp it.. and they soon abandon it.. going back into the common place of darkness.

For darkness is indeed our place of birth.. so it seems to us for a long period of time as a “safe” place… And we indulge in the ignorance’s darkness because it’s there… it’s the easier path.. and because we know it so well.. we become part of it… or the darkness becomes part of us?...

It doesen’t matter… we just sit there… in that darkness… waiting. Waiting for a sign.. or for a helping hand… or for a piece from the happiness’s cake. But they never come. Never. Even if we wait there for a thousand years… they will never come into the darkness to save us… Because the light cannot survive into the darkness… It never comes to us… We have to leave that place of darkness and go after the light.

We just have to get up and start making steps… one by one.. Like a little child… not knowing how to walk or why he walks or where his steps will lead him… He just needs to walk… He just needs to leave that darkness behind and follow the light… And even if he stumbles… even if he falls… He must get up and walk… Walk for a thousand years… Walk away from that darkness.. walk through the darkness…

no matter how long is that road… no matter how long it takes… no matter how many times you fall.. just walk. Step by step… one foot before the other… every moment of your life… just walk.

That light you’ve waited to see all your life… will be at this road’s end. It will be there… waiting for you.. welcoming you.. embracing you… And then… at the end.. you’ll feel the darkness behind you… slowly fading away... in a distant memory - that poor soul that never knew… all he had to do… was to walk.