The Infinite Love Story

The Infinite Love Story

When you have to go... you go. Quietly... with the grace of a swan. Leaving it all behind... in a distant memory.

I say “I’m ready!” but I’m not. I’m not ready at all... to leave him behind... to leave him alone. And it’s all because of him... because he finally touched my frozen heart. He introduced me to... love. And now I’m torn between doing what I know I have to do... what I always knew... what I always felt... and between my heart that says no... That says “you can have another chance with this guy... He is THE ONE. You can have all you ever dreamed beside him... love... happiness... a family...” And since the day I first looked into his eyes... I’m living in pain. Cause I knew I had to make the most difficult decision.

I keep waiting to... forget... you. I’m waiting for your face to be vanished from my memory and your scent from my heart... I’m waiting for those beautiful eyes of yours... to be erased from my soul... and… for your touch to disappear from under my skin. I’m waiting... for my love... to die. I’m waiting for my memories to be wiped out and I’m waiting... for you... to become again a stranger. I’m waiting...

Probably this love will never die. It will remain an opened wound forever... bleeding from time to time. The tears will always reappear whenever your memory haunts me again... And when a love song plays in the background… and when I look up at the sky... and when the rain or the snow falls... I will always think about you... about us... The “us” that... somehow still seems to me... written in the stars...