The Funeral of My Love

I’ve lived with all my heart every single moment of our love.

I remember the first time I saw it…

Time just stopped.

I saw it growing like a seed…

To an insane level of intensity.

I’ve seen it… with my soul’s eyes…

I’ve smiled with tears of joy…

I’ve touched this miracle with my bare hands…

Like a child reaching for a distant star.

I’ve hugged and kissed it time after time…

Like there was no tomorrow.

I made love to it with my whole being…

Like it was my last day on earth.

I’ve cried rivers of pain…

Like I knew… it was going to rain.

I was surprised and curious..

fascinated and scared..

I was outraged and happy..

hopeful and in despair…

I was crazy with lust..

filled with divine grace..

I was lost in his arms..

and found in his gaze…

I was away and at home..

sanctified and damned..

I was a saint and a sinner..

a victim condemned…

I was fierce and blind and…

I yelled and I laughed…

I was enraged and submissive…

I fought and I’ve lost…

I screamed and I prayed and…

I cursed… and I lied…

I loved and I cried and…

I lived… then it.. died.

I was in love.

I was all yours.

I was all in…

In love with you.

Then… I saw it dying…

fading away into oblivion… day by day…

Slowly but Surely.

I’ve mourned it…

I buried it…

I made my peace with it…

I’m letting it go…

No regrets here.

I feel so blessed I’ve found you… in this world.

I feel so blessed I loved you like I did…

I feel immensely grateful for living all those beautiful moments.

I’m sorry though…

You didn’t saw that chance…

I’m sorry though…

You didn’t had the courage…

I’m sorry… you chose to run away…

Always.

I’m sorry… you’ve missed it all…

Forever.