My Everlasting Father

God is more real than we are. God is more real than we’ve ever been. God is the only real thing here... We’re just passing through these worlds... flying between realities and dreams... Searching for Him... We’ve always searched for Him. Always. And we will never stop. Not even when we find Him... We’ll always feel this amazing, overwhelming, indescribable and incomprehensible love for Him. God is more than we’ll ever know. Is more than science or culture... is more than poetry or art. I can’t even find the words... My thoughts are simply melting when I think about Him... Is like this graceful touch that I never succeed to hold... Is like this enormous spiritual light that I can’t fully

embrace... no matter how much I try to open my heart. He flows through my veins... I breath the air of His Holiness... I feel Him inside of my being... always... around me like the most dear friend of my soul...

He is my everything. My heart. My soul. He is my everlasting love. He is my Beloved Sweet Angel…

always watching over me... He is the best father I could ever ask for... I feel His love always. I feel His halo... I feel Him always. Everywhere I go and whatever I do. God is more real than I am. God loved me so much and He gave me the world... even though I deserved nothing. He always guided me… every step of the way. And everything I am or everything I ever did... I owe everything to Him. I am nothing. Nothing at all... Only His love for me makes me whole. Only His Grace makes my heart beat.

God is everlasting. He is everything we have. He will always be here... even after we go. This is His

world... this is His gift for us... He gave us this amazingly beautiful nature that surrounds us... He created us and gave us wings to fly... he gave us the gift of love... the wonderful breeze of inspiration... the art... He gave us the sun and the moon and the stars... He gave us the exquisite sight of the sea.... and He placed inside us the sublime human feelings that make us His children.

My God... I love You with all my heart. With all my being and with all my soul. I can’t wait to finally meet You... and thank You for every single blessing You gave to me. I can’t wait to give You my life... to rest forever in Your loving arms... I did everything I could here. I gave my all... to You. I’ve cried all the tears... I suffered silently every pain... I blessed humans with the divine grace You gave to my heart... I offered them always a smile and a bit of kindness. I tried to make my life an example of dignity... of honesty... respect and compassion.

Now I lay down in front of You everything I ever did here. On my knees I ask for Your forgiveness that I couldn’t do more. I tried so hard always to do my best. I hope it was enough... No... it will never be enough. No matter what I do... I could never give You back the amazing journey of life that You gave to me.

Thank You! From the bottom of my heart. For everything. For everyone. For every experience and for every miracle... I will fight the good fight until the end. I will always keep the faith. I will never surrender.