A Cosmic Conspiracy

I’m so thankful I found you. My whole life I knew... that one day you’re going to come into my life. I was drawing every line of your body... I was writing about your beautiful soul and I was sketching the maze of your sophisticated mind. My whole life I pictured you exactly the way you are. The details are overwhelming... only me and God knew them. We’ve created together this dream... my dream... the man that will change my life forever. This perfect angel that was supposed to protect me... this amazing creature that was supposed to recreate me. Nobody else knew of this secret plan... No one. So how did you knew about it? How did you knew about me? And from which Heaven you landed here... in my heart? How could you recognize the only human being that was waiting for you all along?

My deepest secret... the most intimate dream of my soul... my one and only prayer... how did you found me?

This cosmic conspiracy made me so angry at the beginning... I was furious. I was repeating myself over and over again... “this isn’t happening... Dana... this is only your imagination... it can’t be.” I was so confused... oh my God... so overwhelmed... so terrified... The man I’ve created in my mind... was there... in front of me. Just like that. In a moment... everything I ever dreamed about this man... was right there... real. I swear I’ve never been more scared in my life. And I’m not scared easily... I’ve been through a lot... but seeing you... knowing you... touching you... was too much.

I’ve read about soulmates and twin flames  and all that... but man... this experience was too much. I was literally in panic. I tried to reasonably calm myself thinking you’re just like the others... I lied to myself compulsively... I fought hard with every feeling and every thought... and I was simply exhausted.